Hidden illness has forced me to reorganise my whole life
But there is support for those suffering from ulcerative colitis
A FIREFIGHTER has told how an invisible illness affects every aspect of her life - from walks in the park to dating.
Catherine Hopkins from Failsworth was just 27 when she began suffering swollen joints, stomach pain and chronic fatigue.
She was also passing blood whenever she went to the bathroom - but felt too embarrassed to tell doctors about her symptoms.
As her condition worsened, the now 33-year-old eventually reached out for help. Following numerous assessments, she was diagnosed with ulcerative colitis.
Ulcerative colitis is a type of inflammatory bowel disease which can cause frequent diarrhoea, stomach aches and needing to go to the toilet a lot. The incurable disease is lifelong and can have a significant negative impact on the quality of life.
“I noticed there was a lot of pain in my left side, especially when I was going to the toilet,” Catherine, known as Cat, said. “Quite a lot of blood started to come out. I was pretty embarrassed so I hid it for about a year but it got progressively worse.
“I went to the doctors and it was a slow process because it can be so many different things. I do a lot of weight lifting so they thought I might have a hernia - then they went down the avenue of Crohn’s, Colitis or otherwise.”
Following her diagnosis, Cat tried a variety of different treatments but nothing seemed to ease her discomfort. At one point, she even stopped taking her medication as she was in denial about her chronic illness.
Over time, Cat was forced to adapt to a new “normal”. Life with the condition made her worry about simple things others take for granted - from grabbing a takeaway, going for a walk and even dating.
Her illness means she has no control over when she needs the toilet and can find herself going up to 30 times a day. “You’re that tired you can fall asleep anywhere,” Cat continued.
“You have no control over the time you go to the toilet - sometimes it’s not even to go and pass, it’s just to let blood out. It’s stressful; I have to reorganise life.
“I applied through Crohn’s & Colitis UK and they gave me a disabled toilet key. That’s a help if you’re out in a park and you can dive in somewhere. I tried to organise going up Scafell with friends but it’s a stupid idea because I will just be ill all the time; my mates will have to carry on and I’ll have to go back down.
“Initially it upset me quite a lot and I used to get down about it. I try and make a joke about it. I keep going with anything;
“I’m always quite chipper and I’ve had to change my diet and lots of things, I’m moving forward with stuff.” Cat says her condition means she frequently spends all night going to the bathroom something that leaves her with chronic fatigue. “It makes you feel like you can’t put one foot in front of the other,” she continued.
“It’s not going to go away.”
Crohn’s & Colitis UK has helped support Cat through her role as a firefighter. Anyone seeking similar help can visit crohnsandcolitis.org.uk for information.
I’m always quite chipper and I’ve had to change my diet and lots of things, I’m moving forward with stuff. Catherine Hopkins