Inside the bizarre world of a pub boss I’m in love with my Jaguar X-Type
didn’t dare tell her what was going through my mind so I used the excuse that I’d left my wallet in the car and headed out. “I wasn’t exactly sure what would happen as the feelings were all new to me. “I just knew I felt really turned on by the notion of having sexual intercourse with my new car. “Immediately afterwards I felt ashamed and guilty, but I knew right then it wouldn’t be the last time. I walked away feeling so confused about what I’d just done.”
Baffled by his actions and feelings, Darius, of Staines, Surrey, decided to research the internet.
He says: “As disturbing as it was, I told myself I couldn’t be the only person in the world who had experienced these kinds of feelings.
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“I discovered there is a condition called mechanophilia. Knowing others had feelings towards cars, bikes or planes definitely put me at ease but it was a really difficult thing for me to accept.”
Yet Darius could not fight the urge to live out his sexual fantasies with the car.
His passion for Goldie soon became a daily ritual after he returned from his night shift at the pub.
And eventually he realised he could no longer it hide from his loved ones.
He said: “I was enjoying having sex with my car more than with my girlfriend.
“I even missed the car when I went up to bed at night and felt bad for leaving her alone in the garage. When I