I keep on choosing Mr Wrong I’M A CELEB VICKY EXCLUSIVE
HEARTBROKEN Vicky Pattison is determined to make the RIGHT decisions in 2019 after admitting she keeps falling for Mr WRONG.
The former I’m A Celeb winner fears she has been hurt for life by her ex-fiancé and says: “It’s made me wary of love”.
Vicky called off her engageagement to businessman John hn Noble three months ago after er he was caught getting close e to a number of women on a lads’ holiday in Dubai.
The 31-year-old Geordie Shore star adds: “I am definitely once bitten twice shy. y. Or a million times bitten twice ce shy because I’ve made so many mistakes when it comes to men.
“I don’t want to let what’s t’ h happened d change me as a person. I still want to be a hopeless romantic but I would be lying if I didn’t say it hasn’t made me wary of love.
“I give too much in relationships. But I know there is someone out there who will give just as much back.
“If I can love the wrong one that much, when I meet the right one it will be even more amazing. Being in love is giving someone the power to totally break you but trusting that they won’t.
“Unfortunately I’ve just put my trust in the wrong men so far. But now I’m determined to find the right one.
“I still want to get married and have kids and have two dogs and be incredibly happy and that annoying, smug couple.”
Vicky and John, 30, had started filming a reality show charting their ups and downs ahead of their p planned wedding.
Since t the split, Vicky has started dating Towie’s Ercan Ramadan. B But she explains: “I want to ta take my time in 2019 and make t the right decisions. So don’t e expect any engagement or u us to be flat hunting soon.
“We are officially dating b but it’s not love yet. I do still b believe in love, though. I ha have to or I would be very sad sad. I am worried about reboun rebound, I want to make sure I’m doing things for the right reason and not just to feel better.
“I thought I had found my Prince Charming and got my happy ever after, only to find out I have to go back out there and kiss lots more frogs again. I thought I had done with frogs.
“At first the thought of starting again gave me anxiety and made me scared but now, slowly, I am ge getting excited that there’s a lot mo more adventures to come.”
V Vicky, who is launching a new clo clothing range with Goddiva, says she tried meditation to help ease he her sorrow – but it backfired.
She adds: “It sends me mental. I ge get the darkest thoughts. My pe personal trainer tries to get me to do five minutes a day but do you know ho how hard it is being in my head for just fiv five minutes?
“I go to the weirdest places, it is ab absolutely toxic.”
Vicky’s clothing range with Goddiva is available at goddiva.co.uk.