Woman in rape civil case: I thought I was going to die
A WOMAN who has raised a civil action against a man cleared of raping her has told a court she thought she was going to die in the alleged attack.
“I was just so afraid,” the witness told a sheriff.
She also described how she has suffered panics, flashbacks and night terrors, for which she has been prescribed a range of drugs, in the wake of the alleged assault in 2013.
The 23-year-old woman, who cannot be named for legal reasons, said she went on to became more reclusive and that her drinking in an attempt to block out thoughts “spiralled out of control”.
Stephen Coxen, 23, from Bury in Lancashire, is being sued by the woman who accuses him of raping her in St Andrews, Fife, that year.
Coxen denied the charges and in November 2015 a jury found the case against him not proven, a verdict of acquittal.
His alleged victim has launched a civil action, with her beginning her evidence at the Personal Injury Court in Edinburgh on Tuesday.
Representing the woman, Simon Di Rollo, QC, asked her yesterday about an earlier statement she had made in which she said she “thought that was it” during the alleged attack. She said: “I think it was a reference to the next day as well. I thought that was it ... I was so afraid, I suppose.
“I didn’t know how it was going to end, I suppose. I was just so afraid, I didn’t know what was going to happen next.”
Pressed to explain what she had meant by the phrase, she replied: “I thought I was going to die.”
She listed a variety of drugs she said she has been prescribed, including those to help with anxiety and depression.
“(One), like a beta-blocker, stops when I panic. I can feel the heart rate in my neck. It stops me panicking too much if I’m having flashbacks or triggers,” she told the court.
She also described taking another tablet “because the night terrors have been getting quite bad now”.
“I’d wake up in the night and feel I couldn’t breathe,” she said.
She also said she has been known to sleepwalk and said: “I don’t sleep very well, I often wake up. Maybe once a week I wake up in a panic.”
The witness said her friends would describe her as “reclusive” and that they became concerned about her drinking. “My level of drinking sort of spiralled out of control,” she told Sheriff Robert Weir, QC.
The action continues today.