A prayer each day for son who was murdered

Dear June

MY son was murdered 19 years ago.

It still seems like yesterday when the police came to our home to tell us he was dead.

Several years ago I attended a spiritual meeting in the hope of making contact with him and I was told he was unsettled on the other side.

I am not an overly-religious person but I hope and pray each day that he is not alone and is at peace with other family members. Please tell him I love him.

Michelle, via email.

June Says

A mother does not get over the loss of her child and, even after 19 years, he will be your first and last thoughts each day.

When a life is unexpectedly taken, it is a shock not only to those left behind but also to the individuals who now find themselves on spirit side.

It takes time for those now in spirit to adapt to passing and the manner of it.

In the same way family gathers round to offer love and support, those in spirit offer the same to those passed.

This period of disorientation is short and they soon begin to accept what has happened.

I do not sense any feelings of unsettlement, although I sense regret and remorse.

I see a tall, thin man with dark hair watching me.

I sense many regrets but feel they are mostly connected to those he loves and the trauma he caused before and in the wake of his passing.

As his energy draws closer I get the sensation of a hard thud in the chest area (a stabbing?) and I sense death occurred almost immediately.

It’s dark and cold, so I’d say it happened outside at night.

I also hear many people talking so he was not alone.

Is there a drugs connection? He is sorry for the emotional pain caused and the mistakes and wrong choices he made.

Your son realises you all tried to help and he takes full responsibility for his decisions.

He mentions a younger male (brother?) and is full of pride.

He loves you all and vigilantly watches over the male.

He is safe and settled and assures me you no longer have to worry.

VERDICT

My son fell in with the wrong crowd and despite family interventions he made the wrong choices that in the end cost him his life.

There was an involvement with drugs.

He was stabbed in the heart outside a nightclub where there were lots of people leaving at the end of the night. It was around 3.20am.

He has a younger brother who has remained drug-free since the incident and is now married with a family, so I know his brother would be so proud.

I needed to know he was OK and he knows we love him no matter what went on, so thank you.