Dame Kelly ‘self-harmed’ in depression battle
OLYMPIC GOLD medallist Dame Kelly Holmes has revealed she used to self-harm every day during her battle with depression as she tried to overcome sporting injuries.
Former middle distance runner Dame Kelly spoke out about her experience at a health and wellbeing show in Tunbridge Wells, in Kent.
She revealed she used to cut herself as she tried to recover from seven careerthreatening injuries, beginning with an injury she sustained during the 1997 world championships.
The 47-year-old went on to become the first British woman to win double Olympic gold in the same Games, winning both the 800m and 1,500m races in Athens in 2004.
Dame Kelly said: “At my lowest, I was cutting myself with scissors every day that I was injured.
“The scissors were in the bathroom and I used them to release the anguish that I had. It was really a bad place to be.
“But my biggest message to people is that you can get out of that and you can still achieve.”
Dame Kelly, who joined the Army at 17 before becoming an athlete, has previously spoken of how she hid her depression for fear of negativity but said mental health needed to be “shouted about more”.
Speaking at the NHS Confederation conference in Manchester last year, Dame Kelly praised the work of the NHS and her own GP who she said helped her to fulfil her childhood dream of becoming an Olympian.
A report which was published by Mind in 2014 found that professional athletes could be struggling in silence, because they were afraid that asking for help with a mental health problem would negatively affect their careers.
The Performance Matters: Mental Health in Elite Sport campaign calls on professional sports clubs, governing bodies and community organisations to forge closer working relationships as part of a pan-sport mental health network.