Love discloses his battle with mental health
Suffering for years in silence, Kevin Love has opened up about his struggles with mental health.
The Cavaliers forward writes in an essay for the Players’ Tribune that he had a panic attack during a game this season and has spent most of his life afraid to accept there was something wrong with him.
“For 29 years, I thought about mental health as someone else’s problem,” he said.
Love said he was stricken with anxiety Nov. 5 during a home game against the Atlanta Hawks. Love said he had been under family stress and hadn’t been sleeping well. After briefly being winded while playing 15 minutes in the first half, he felt his heart racing and couldn’t catch his breath during a timeout in the third quarter.
“It’s hard to describe, but everything was spinning, like my brain was trying to climb out of my head,” said Love, a fivetime All-Star now sidelined after breaking his left hand last month. “The air felt thick and heavy. My mouth was like chalk. I remember our assistant coach yelling something about a defensive set. I nodded, but I didn’t hear much of what he said. By that point, I was freaking out.”
Love was taken to the Cleveland Clinic, but tests didn’t reveal anything abnormal. He returned to playing at a high level, but he was puzzled by what happened and burdened about people finding out.
The Cavs encouraged Love to see a therapist, and he gets counseling a few times a month when the team is at home.
Love said he drew courage to go public with his issues after Toronto All-Star DeMar DeRozan recently acknowledged he has had bouts of depression. After playing against DeRozan for years, Love said he would have never guessed one of the game’s best players was having problems similar to his own.
“The reality is that we probably have a lot in common with what our friends and colleagues and neighbors are dealing with,” Love wrote. “So I’m not saying everyone should share all their deepest secrets — not everything should be public and it’s every person’s choice. But creating a better environment for talking about mental health, that’s where we need to get to.”