Angry at parents after diagnosis
DEAR ABBY >> I’m the mother of an 8-year-old with autism. A few months ago, I was ALSO diagnosed with autism. While I viewed this news for the most part in a rather positive light, I also have some mixed feelings.
The good: This diagnosis finally explains everything about the way I’ve behaved my entire life. The not-so-good: I feel betrayed to an extent by my parents for allowing so many doctors to tell me I had disorders and illnesses I never had (per the person who diagnosed me with autism) and for letting me be pumped full of so many medications from childhood all the way through college. I feel my parents caused me emotional AND physical harm (especially physical because of all those meds).
While I’m glad to know the truth about why I’m the way I am, I can’t help but be furious with them for allowing something
that may have caused me irreparable damage. How can I deal with this now?
DEAR ON THE SPECTRUM >> Your parents believed the (many) “experts” they consulted. The doctors misdiagnosed you. That is regrettable, but now that you know what you are dealing with, it’s time to concentrate on your future instead of the past and blaming your parents at this late date.
DEAR ABBY >> I have a friend who enjoys getting her family together with mine. We used to take turns doing dinners at each other’s houses. However, she, her kids and her husband are extremely picky eaters. They don’t all like the same things, so I’m usually cooking three meals when they come over.
The more I’ve gotten to know them, the more I realize our values and opinions on certain major issues are very, very different. I no longer enjoy their company at all and don’t feel comfortable with my young children hearing some of the conversations around these issues. I feel miserable leading up to every get-together, and so does my husband. However, she’s clingy! I have canceled the last three times we were supposed to get together, and she doesn’t get the message. How can I unfriend her without crushing her? I honestly don’t want to hurt her, but I am fried!
DEAR SO OVER IT >> Start by telling her that preparing three separate meals to cater to her family’s tastes has become too much for you. If necessary, follow it up with the fact that you no longer want your children exposed to the dinner conversation, which prohibits you from having them over. Do not expect her to take the news easily.
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