Man wants to report long-ago sexual exploitation
DEAR AMY >> My sister-inlaw recently died of Alzheimer's, and her celebration of life is coming up.
I am an older man. When I was a youth, I had to reside with her and my brother for the summer. My mother was institutionalized due to mental illness; my father had abandoned the family.
At the time I was living with the two of them, I was 15.
My brother's house was small. I slept in the small living room on the couch.
My brother was an alcoholic and he would go to sleep early every night. My sister-in-law (then 25 years old) would stay up late and talk to me.
She was very lonely and disappointed that my brother was always emotionally missing in action for her.
We grew close, and eventually a sexual relationship developed.
I went to a military school to escape the household, as I was afraid my brother would find out.
Now there is to be a celebration of life for her and I, along with many others, have been invited to share anecdotes about her life.
I have decided to tell the truth at the ceremony about what happened to me, but my wife is totally opposed to it.
She refuses to accompany me, saying that to tell now will cause a major disturbance within the remaining family and that no one will believe me or ever speak to me again.
What should I do?
— Torn
DEAR TORN >> I can tell by your narrative how trapped you were in this situation, and my heart breaks that you were exploited in this way. Your late sister-in-law's actions amount to sexual exploitation of a minor who had nowhere else to turn, and no one to protect him.
If you want to tell your story, then you should tell it. However — disclosing this publicly at a funeral is not the place to tell it.
Understand that this story will likely completely blindside others in attendance. They will not know how to react, and — generally when people don't know how to react, they don't react particularly well.
Unfortunately, your wife could be right about how your family members will take this. I wish that she were more supportive regarding your need to deal with this honestly and openly.
It would be wisest for you to seek counseling before confronting this issue with family members.
An estimated 1 in 6 men have experienced what the organization “1in6” defines as “unwanted sexual experiences.” Their website is informative, helpful and supportive. Check 1in6. org for more.