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BACK TO ‘BASIC’

Sharon Stone relives her abusive past and rise to sex symbol fame

- By JANE RIDLEY

Lying in the emergency room after a catastroph­ic stroke and brain hemorrhage in 2001, Sharon Stone had a near-death, outof-body experience in which a group of friends appeared in a vision at her bedside.

The trio — who’d already passed away — told the actress not to be afraid.

“The light was so luminous,” the “Basic Instinct” and “Ratched” star recalls of the encounter in her new memoir, “The Beauty of Living Twice” (Knopf; out Tuesday). “It was so . . . mystical. I wanted to know it. I wanted to immerse myself.”

The next moment, however, she felt “like I had been kicked in the middle of my chest by a mule,” and she “made a choice to survive.” She awoke with “the kind of gasp you take when you are underwater far too long.”

Two decades on and fully recovered, the model-turned-actress, now 63, believes her health crisis helped make her stronger, more outspoken and better able to deal with past traumas. They include failed relationsh­ips, three miscarriag­es, all at 5½ months into the pregnancie­s, and childhood sexual abuse.

In the tome, Stone takes a swing at Hollywood predators. Among them is an unnamed producer who pressured her to have real-life sex with a co-star to save a flailing movie. Meanwhile, the unidentifi­ed actor in question made a “few haphazard passes” at her, undoubtedl­y “spurred on by this [the producer] genius.”

She also talks about the infamous barecrotch scene in 1992’s erotic thriller “Basic Instinct,” which she says she’d been led to believe was far less revealing than it turned out. Director Paul Verhoeven has previously said Stone is “lying” about being misled, but his leading lady asserts that, as the “one with the vagina,” the other points of view are “bulls - - t.”

According to her memoir, a member of the film’s production team told her: “We can’t see anything — I just need you to remove your panties, as the white is reflecting the light, so we know you have panties on.”

Neverthele­ss, it’s the details about Stone’s growing up in blue collar Meadville, Pa. — where she won a county beauty pageant before signing with Ford Modeling Agency in 1977 — that make the most disturbing reading.

Stone reveals that she and her younger sister, Kelly, were abused by their maternal grandfathe­r, Clarence Lawson — aided by their grandmothe­r, whom Lawson also abused. She would trap the girls in a room with her husband when they visited, starting when they were just toddlers.

At Lawson’s funeral (he died of a heart attack when she was 14), Stone reached into the casket to check that he could no longer harm them. “I poked him, and the bizarre satisfacti­on that he was at last dead hit me like a ton of ice,” she writes. “I looked at [Kelly] and she understood; she was 11, and it was over.”

That same year, the teen was badly injured in a horse-riding accident when the animal

bucked as it charged toward a washing line, ripping open Stone’s neck. “There was plasma rolling down the front of my shirt,” she writes. “It was a gigantic f - - ked-up mess of drastic proportion­s.” She has undergone repeated attempts at plastic surgery to disguise the scar, which “most people don’t seem to notice.”

In the memoir, Stone adds: “I personally feel proud of my scars. Even the ones that no one can see.”

As for the massive stroke that happened when she was 43, the single mother of three sons recalls how she first felt numbness in her body followed by “terrible pain” in her head.

The brain bleed was diagnosed at the California Pacific Medical Center in San Francisco, where she later experience­d the white-light moment featuring the three friends who had “crossed over before.” Even though at one point she was given a 1 percent chance of survival, she was eventually saved by a complex seven-hour surgery.

Afterward, she became something of a “hippie” who embraced Buddhism. “It’s amazing how much one learns when one has to,” she writes. “I became ‘Miss Peace and F - - king Quiet,’ a title that I prize much higher than a Miss Crawford County pageant title.”

The twice-divorced Stone (she was married to screenwrit­er Michael Greenburg and then journalist Phil Bronstein) knows the revelation­s in her bombshell book will shatter that calm. But she expects to have no regrets over opening up about her life.

“I learned to see things differentl­y,” she concludes in the final chapter. “I learned this from dying, from living, and from being what I’ve often been called: ‘The Last Living Movie Star.’ ”

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 ??  ?? GLAMAZON WOMAN: In her new book “The Beauty of Living Twice,” Sharon Stone, now 63, reveals her harrowing upbringing in Meadville, Pa., as well as the secret struggles she faced during her Hollywood heyday in the 1990s, when she says she was tricked into baring all in “Basic Instinct” (above).
GLAMAZON WOMAN: In her new book “The Beauty of Living Twice,” Sharon Stone, now 63, reveals her harrowing upbringing in Meadville, Pa., as well as the secret struggles she faced during her Hollywood heyday in the 1990s, when she says she was tricked into baring all in “Basic Instinct” (above).

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