A survivor offers tips for dealing with the disease
At age 24, after two surgeries and two aggressive rounds of chemotherapy failed to cure me, my oncologist sent me home to die.
When I was diagnosed with colon cancer in 2013, I’d never even heard the word immunotherapy. I didn’t know that my doctors wouldn’t have all the answers. I thought clinical trials were last-ditch efforts rather than treatments that save countless lives.
And I didn’t know that a treatment geared to fighting my specific type of cancer and the genetic components of my tumor would go on to potentially offer tens of thousands of patients a revolutionary new path to surviving cancer in 2017.
Because I’m one of the very few lucky ones who looked into the abyss and made it out on the other side, I feel it is my duty to speak up and share some of the critical things that I have learned in what is now a new era in cancer care. Because a disease that should have killed me instead launched my career in patient advocacy.
First and foremost, it is important to remember that every cancer is different. Your journey will be different from mine. Your cancer is yours and yours alone. So think of the following points as “road signs.” They’re ones that I wish someone had shown me when I felt lost, with nowhere else to turn. The goal of this guide is to potentially help shape your thinking as you become an active participant in saving your life.
1. The more we know, the more we can fight for our lives.
We look to doctors in their white coats to be the experts — partly because, in a moment of such despair, we want to be able to look to someone to just give us the answers. But you should know that you will not find that person in anyone but yourself.
In the beginning of my cancer journey, I felt intimidated by my doctors and made several decisions that I regret. I walked into appointments and agreed to everything instantaneously, without even considering a second opinion. As my cancer kept coming back and the treatments kept failing, I decided that the only chance I had to make it out alive would be to become an active participant on my journey. I would have to educate myself.
I scoured the internet. I became an “expert” not only in my specific disease, but also in the current cancer landscape.
I’m in no way encouraging you to become your own doctor and understand all the science. And I’m certainly not encouraging you to take everything you read on the internet as fact. But in 2017, with the amount of accessibility to information, I’m encouraging you to seek it out. Never take anything at face value or trust blindly. Make
informed decisions, not decisions based on fear.
Walk into appointments with your doctors as an equal, not as a passive bystander. Being an informed cancer patient today is a full-time job. As with any job, that means learning new skill sets and finding the resources needed to succeed.
2. Asking questions is not making trouble.
You might be made to feel that being a “good patient” means not asking questions. But do not be afraid to speak up. Your life quite literally depends on it. Come into every appointment with a prepared list. If possible, take someone with you who can take notes. If you are confused about something, ask. If you think of it later, write it down.
Remember: You’re the one whose needs are paramount. You’re the one who is fighting for your life. Make every thought, concern and feeling heard. If it isn’t received the first time, say it as many times as necessary.
If you begin to develop a symptom from a treatment side effect or from the cancer itself, understand that it is the system’s job to help you get relief. If your doctors aren’t taking you seriously, do not believe their judgment over yours. And if you feel that your physician doesn’t understand or listen to you, then perhaps it’s time to seek one out who will. In my opinion, an individual who does not have empathy is not a physician.
3. Become an expert in your cancer.
No two cancers are the same. Increasingly, knowledge of such individual variation is being shown to lead to more effective treatments. Ask your physicians and understand every type of genetic testing available to you. The more granular you can get about the specifics of your disease, the more you will maximize your chances of identifying the best possible treatment for your “personal” tumor. (Discovering the genetic biomarker of my cancer saved my life.)
4. Take note of every potential side effect. Report everything.
The incredible advances in cancer treatments have created a new set of challenges for clinicians, especially in how to identify the side effects. Given that these are new treatments, your doctors are not as practiced with them as they are with chemotherapy and radiation.
For example, immunotherapy is entirely different from traditional treatment. The former utilizes the patient’s own immune system, whereas the latter aims to attack only the cancer cells. Early recognition and proper management of side effects can mean the difference between life and death.
Don’t hold back a single concern from your doctor and care team. Even if you think it sounds minuscule or irrelevant, observe and report any changes.
5. Clinical trials are not a last-resort option.
The lines of treatment are rapidly changing, and, more often than not, getting access to cutting-edge treatments entails enrolling in a clinical trial. There’s an unfortunate misconception that clinical trials are reserved for those who have exhausted all other options. In reality, trials can actually offer access to the most customized treatment.
And in fact, immunotherapy is more and more becoming the first line of treatment — and even being used before surgery to prevent relapses.
And just as individual patients can’t tackle their disease by themselves, we all ultimately must help one another by sharing and participating in clinical trials. Only 4 percent of cancer patients are currently enrolled in studies. Explore trials at cancer centers with a lot of experience in the type of therapy being tested. See if you have options outside of what has been “standard of care” for 70-plus years.
In the doctor-patient relationship, patients must understand that they are partners of science and as big a part of the cure as doctors. Without us, and our willingness to participate, medical advances would not exist.
I will always feel a tremendous sense of pride for participating in a study that will save many thousands of people’s lives.
6. Cancer is not just a physical disease.
It is critical throughout your journey to address the mental, emotional and spiritual aspects. Seek help, support and healing from other places, too. There are many schools of thought about why people become ill and what can be done to help them recover. It’s important to maintain your anchor in generally accepted medical principles, but don’t be afraid to look further upand downstream to see if other currents of healing can add value for you and your care team.
As only one example among many, learning about nutrition made me feel as though I were actively fighting and doing something every single day to help my body heal.
7. Hope is a lifeline.
I believe in hope. Period. It saves lives. When your mind tells you that it’s over, the body has no reason to keep fighting. If you find yourself drifting in that direction, remember: “You haven’t failed the treatments; the treatments have failed you.”
Of course, doctors must tell their patients the difficult truth. But the specific words used to deliver such news matter. If your doctor is unable to provide you with hope or encouragement to keep fighting, find the hope and strength from within yourself and the loved ones around you.
8. None of this can be done alone.
You are powerful, but you are not superhuman. Know your limits.
Cancer is not a journey that you can navigate alone. The people with whom you surround yourself will alter the course of your journey. They will lend you strength when you feel you have nothing left to give.
If you physically or emotionally cannot advocate for yourself, then ask someone to be your advocate. When things were particularly bleak, my younger sister, Jess, often had to speak up for me. She knew what my doubts were, what my concerns were and what was important to me. She became my voice when I didn’t have one.
Create a health-care team that listens to you and cares about you and includes you.
Lastly, and so very importantly: Connect with others in the community. Making friends with other cancer patients (even through social media) enabled me to share the fears and anxieties that I was too ashamed or embarrassed to talk about with those who weren’t confronting their own mortality. I could speak openly about my side effects, the changes taking place in my body, my isolation. I could utter the words, “I’m ready to give up,” without the looming guilt associated with saying that to loved ones.
It certainly doesn’t have to be about only cancer, all of the time, but knowing that this kind of support exists is healing. It makes you feel understood.
Stefanie Joho, 27, plays with a friend’s dogs, Dylan and Nellie, in Penn Valley, Pa. Joho was part of a small trial in Baltimore showing that immunotherapy could attack certain cancers thought to be unstoppable.