Rape victim has kept attack a secret for decades

Dear Abby: I was raped by a stranger 35 years ago. He told me he would kill me if I ever told anyone. I never told my husband (now ex-), because I was afraid if I did he would never touch me again. It eventually tore our marriage apart.

Although we have both moved on and remarried, we have remained in touch. I am 60 now and he is 64. I yearn to tell him the story before one of us leaves this Earth. I want him to understand and hopefully forgive me for the events that drove us apart. The need to tell him is so strong, I cry about it. Please advise me on this. — Still Not Over It In Maryland

Dear Still Not Over: If it will bring you comfort, reveal the secret you hid from your ex-husband. However, before you do, I urge you to first disclose it to someone trained to help victims of rape. If there’s a rape treatment center near you, please make an appointment. If there isn’t one, a referral from your doctor to a licensed mental health professional would also be beneficial. Trust me.

Dear Abby: My husband and I have been married a year and a half, although we’ve been together off and on for more than 13 years. I sometimes feel that he married me only because he was tired of being alone. He often compares me to his late wife, and he always commemorates both her birthday and the day she died.

What I have a problem with is, every year he posts happy birthday, and her name, on Facebook, but he never mentions my name on Facebook. Should I bring this up to him or just let him continue? — Current Wife In Texas

Dear Current Wife: The basis of a solid marriage is communication. By all means bring it up — all of it — and tell him how it makes you feel. He may be trying to keep his late wife’s memory alive by wishing her happy birthday on Facebook, but as far as Facebook’s reach may be, I’m pretty sure the messages don’t reach the great beyond. That he would mention her birthday and not yours is insensitive. And comparing you to her, unless the comparison is favorable, is more of the same.

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