Meditation talker is guided toward the exit

DEAR AMY >> I recently joined a meditation group that has sessions both inperson and online.

During an online session, I put a note in the chat saying that everyone could go and look at the full moon after the session.

The group leader became irate. He said aloud to the group that I was distracting and that no one should read what was in the chat.

I found that odd because if he did not want it, he could have disabled the chat function in Zoom.

At the end of the meeting, I told everyone that I hoped they enjoyed looking at the beautiful full moon and signed off.

The teacher contacted me after the session and said that I had been disruptive.

I had not.

Nonetheless, he suggested that I find a different group.

I live in a small town and there is no different group.

Before this incident, I privately asked him to stop saying unkind things about his ex-girlfriend behind her back on a public newsletter that was distributed to his subscribers. I said that I did not know this woman and did not think it was fair for him to share personal details about her online.

I think that request might have made him bristle toward me.

I had hoped to make friends there. Do you have any suggestions?

DEAR STARGAZER >> Wow, and I thought middle school was full of drama!

I don’t have any personal experience with meditation groups, but when there is a leader who has organized and is offering what sounds like a guided meditation, participants should not weigh in verbally or textually unless invited.

Using the online “chat” function, you made a benign comment directed to the group, but if you had made this comment verbally during an in-person class, the group leader would likely have asked you not to speak.

It seems most logical that he simply forgot to disable the “chat” function.

After being corrected during class, you decided to once again interject a thought directed to the group before “quickly signing off.”

You don’t seem to want to meditate. You want to communicate. There’s nothing wrong with that, unless you are trying to do so during a group meditation.

Your leader might be retaliating for a previous unrelated incident, but it’s his group. He can run it however he wants.

It’s a shame that you don’t have any other groups to join — except that you do.

Drawing your own boundaries — and respecting others’ — is a vital element in friendshipbuilding. This sounds like something you should meditate on.