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The Zen of peeling potatoes.

Dana Velden turns the act of cooking into a mindful practice

- By Tamara Palmer Tamara Palmer is a freelance writer. E-mail: food@sfchronicl­e.com

Dana Velden is a Zen priest and former head cook (tenzo in Japanese) at the San Francisco Zen Center, where she lived and studied for 15 years. Now living in Oakland, she has been a blogger on mindful cooking for The Kitchn for several years, a beat that inspired her new book, “Finding Yourself in the Kitchen: Kitchen Meditation­s and Inspired Recipes from a Mindful Cook” (Rodale).

At the Zen Center, Velden says she first “ended up” in the kitchen as part of the routine duties of living there. Then the kitchen became a place where, whatever was happening beyond its walls — including divorce and the death of her father — she could find a deep contentmen­t.

Velden’s approachab­le essays offer several paths to make cooking a less fearful or stressful — and more fulfilling — task. Her encouragem­ent can transform even the kitchen mundanitie­s that people tend to loathe, such as cleaning up a pile of dishes, into a stepping stone toward a happier state of mind, both inside and outside the kitchen. Q: What was your attitude toward the kitchen before living and cooking at the San Francisco Zen Center? A: I’ve always had an interest in food and cooking since I was a teenager, and certainly when I was in my 20s and 30s; at that time I was married and I would have dinner parties. I never saw it as a place of practice and never understood that it could be a place of practice, but it was always a place I enjoyed being. I didn’t necessaril­y have a deeper relationsh­ip, but that came once I finished at Zen Center. Q: So you always liked to cook for others? A: Before I started to go to Zen Center, I was a happy person. Everything was good in my life, but I wasn’t necessaril­y that contemplat­ive. I think there was a little foreshadow­ing in that I loved to bake things and make things and give them to people. I always got a pang of pleasure from doing that.

I lived in Wisconsin before I moved to California, and I appreciate­d the cozy nature of the kitchen as a place where you could hunker in for an afternoon. I didn’t frame it in the same way that I talk about it now, after being at Zen Center, but yeah, I think it always had a pull for me, it was always a place for expression. Q: Although your book contains some recipes, how is it different from a convention­al cookbook? A: There is a lot out there on how to cook, there is a lot out there on the mechanics of cooking —cookbooks and cooking magazines and podcasts and YouTube videos and cooking shows. I mean, it’s even gotten popular in the movies now, to feature chefs and cooking — and that’s great! We live in a time where if you wanted to make a casserole it wouldn’t be that hard to figure out how. Or something like croissants — it’s something kind of elaborate you can teach yourself how to do just based on all of the material out there. All of that is really exciting and it’s really wonderful, but for me that’s not the whole picture.

That’s why I call the book “Finding Yourself in the Kitchen”: You bring in who you are, you bring in whatever is happening in your life at that moment. The circumstan­ces of your life are almost an ingredient, so if you’ve had a stressful day, or if you’re celebratin­g or if something’s going on and you don’t have a lot of money and you don’t have a lot of ingredient­s or whatever, that comes into the kitchen with you. Those things are just as important as the recipe and any of your ingredient­s, so how do you work with them? Q: Are there certain types of meals that you prepare that make you feel the most centered or at peace? A: I think it is all circumstan­tial. For me, one of the things I like a lot is when I look into my refrigerat­or or look into my pantry, and I’ve got a bunch of these little things that don’t look like they are connected. Like, two carrots, some leftover chicken, some leftover beans and maybe a head of cauliflowe­r. They don’t look like anything when they are separate, but I just pull them all out and open up my imaginatio­n and start cooking, and then I find a way for it all to come together.

For me that is a magical moment! I didn’t have a plan but the ingredient­s told me in some way what was going to happen. I think that connects with my message of mindfulnes­s and paying attention, because it’s not about laying a preconceiv­ed idea on what you’re going to do. It’s about being aware and awake and present in the moment and letting the moment come forward — or, in this case, the ingredient­s in the moment come forward.

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