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Latest from Craig Wedren tackles midlife crisis

- By Mikael Wood

When Craig Wedren turned 45—“literally to the day,” he recalled with a laugh—he began to slide into what he refers to openly as a midlife crisis.

A well-regarded musician since he was his in late teens, when he formed the wildly inventive post-punk band Shudder to Think, Wedren suddenly found himself up against the complicate­d realities of marriage and fatherhood and a body that seems bent on slowly shutting down.

“It was basically my staringmom­ent,” he said, dropping a “Hamlet” reference to describe an existentia­l funk from which he needed an escape. “But I’m not an affair-and-Corvette kind of guy. I’m a music guy. “So I made a record.” That record, released in December, is “Adult Desire,” a tender and fearless set of electro-acoustic pop ditties in which Wedren, now 48, uses his distinctiv­e voice to explore thoughts on sex and aging and family—and how those ideas might coexist for a man in an era of toxic masculinit­y.

With its unusual song structures and its pretty but thorny textures, the album represente­d another outlet as well from the rigors of what has become Wedren’s day job composing for film and television.

“I really needed a break from assigned work,” said the Los Angeles-based musician known for his scores for “School of Rock,” “Wet Hot American Summer” and the hit Netflix series “GLOW,” about the developmen­t of a women’s wrestling league in the mid-1980s.

“For this I just gave myself free reign to be creative.”

He released his first project under his own name, “Lapland,” in 2005, after Shudder to Think broke up following a series of increasing­ly idiosyncra­tic records that combined soul, punk and glam. (The band, with a second prolific screen composer in guitarist Nathan Larson, has briefly reunited for concerts several times.)

Wedren put out another solo disc, “Wand,” in 2011. But then he put his career as a performer on hold to concentrat­e on scoring and raising his son, who’s now 9. When he returned to pop, he said, his values had shifted.

“Because things were going well in the film and TV world—and because I wasn’t trying to be a rock star anymore—I had no commercial agenda whatsoever,” he explained between bites of salad. “So the most important thing to me if I was going to put something out under my name was that it not contribute to the trash heap of samey-sounding music.”

The record grew in part from pieces of music that he’d “squirrel away” for himself, he said, after initially developing them while working on scores for others. As an example, he pointed to the title track, which began with a guitar figure he’d composed for Stuart Blumberg’s movie “Thanks for Sharing” but which he didn’t end up using.

Eventually he had a hard drive full of disparate fragments that he’d comb through in his home studio at night after he and his wife had put their son to bed.

“Whatever would catch my fancy, I’d start playing with,” he said.

Because he’d never had a midlife crisis before, Wedren was writing in his lyrics about topics he hadn’t previously addressed. But there’s a through-line in his vivid language—especially in its unflinchin­g depiction of the physical body—that connects “Adult Desire” to earlier music by Shudder to Think. (“I’d like to lick the butter off your stretch mark,” goes one memorable line.) Ditto his singing, which can still range from a dramatic whisper to a near-operatic wail.

“We’re starting to remix the first few Shudder to Think records because they weren’t mixed well originally,” he said. “And I was just saying to my wife the other day that we don’t give our younger selves the credit we deserve. Listening back to that stuff, the lyric style, the vocal tics—it was all in place from, like, age 17.”

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