The court has shifted on abortion for 50 years. So have I

WASHINGTON >> The explosive leak of a Supreme Court draft opinion suggesting the imminent reversal of Roe v. Wade has proved quite the Rorschach test for a country long divided over this most fundamental of moral issues.

The usual combatants have reacted predictably, even though the document is, hello, only a “draft” by Justice Samuel A. Alito Jr. and may or may not receive the predicted approval by all five conservative justices. Pity Chief Justice John G. Roberts Jr., who had this unprecedented leak on his watch and has ordered an investigation.

Alito's 100-page opinion is worth everyone's attention, however, as the best conservative summary of why, as he puts it, the “exceedingly weak” Roe (1973) and Casey (1992) decisions should be reversed.

Alito does his best to argue that it is not only conservatives who found the original reasoning in Roe lacking. As cited in the brief, Archibald Cox, who served as solicitor general under Presidents John F. Kennedy and Lyndon B. Johnson, remarked that Roe “read[s] like a set of hospital rules and regulations” that “Neither historian, layman, nor lawyer will be persuaded . . . are part of . . . the Constitution.” Harvard constitutional scholar and author Mark Tushnet called Roe a “totally unreasoned judicial opinion.”

While Roe okayed abortion under a right to privacy, Casey established abortion as a freedom to make “intimate and personal choices” that are “central to personal dignity and autonomy.” It's hard today to argue otherwise, accustomed as we've become to these ideas.

Many Americans — 60% to 70% — support Roe and don't want it overturned, according to polling by Gallup and the Pew Research Center. But other polls also say they favor limits on second-trimester abortions.

I've been an adult throughout Roe's 50-year life span and, admittedly, have wobbled to and fro. When Roe became law in 1973, a much younger me performed a sideways leap and clicked my heels together, such was my glee.

Eleven years later and pregnant with my son, I became someone else and thought anew. It was clear to me that I was a mere vessel for this other autonomous life growing inside me and my job was to protect him. Sure, it was my body, but it was his life. I became, for lack of a better term, “pro-life.”

Even so, I've never supported reversing Roe, figuring that education and a host of pregnancy-prevention measures would bring about abortion's eventual end.

To some extent, they have. In 2017, the number and rate of abortions in the U.S. fell to its lowest since 1973, according to the Guttmacher Institute. The decrease was attributed to fewer pregnancies, not restrictive policies.

Nearly a half century after Roe, and liberated from worry about pregnancy, I'm frankly exhausted from this ceaseless debate and its soul-numbing conservative attempts to stamp a date on fetal pain from which to ban abortions or listening to liberals define “personhood” as self-awareness, as though babies can be self-aware. Most adults aren't self-aware.

We might see the end of abortion litmus tests for politicians at the national level. No single issue has been more destructive to bipartisan comity. The Republican

Party has largely purged itself of pro-choice candidates who otherwise might make valuable contributions. Pro-life Democrats long ago became obsolete. I don't want to overstate the case, but this could eventually open the door for more moderates in public office.

Against all the above, of course, is the surrender of women's autonomy to the mercy of the random strangers in state legislatures who get to vote on whether to permit abortions in every state. I wonder: Because men don't get pregnant or give birth, should they be even allowed to vote on abortion? (My answer: only if women get to decide whether Viagra and comparable products are made available at local pharmacies.)

As I continue to struggle with such issues, a small crumb for pro-choice Americans: If the Supreme Court rules as seems likely, we might not see another Republican president for a very long time.

Because men don't get pregnant or give birth, should they even be allowed to vote on abortion?