Story of connection
Deployed Guardsman turns tales for his children into book
“It kind of became a party night for all of them. They’d all gather around the TV or whatever and eat popcorn while I read to them.” — Fred Terry
HELENA, Mont. — Helena Valley resident Fred Terry never aspired to be a published author, but he wound up becoming one after writing a children’s book as a way to connect with his kids while deployed with the U.S. Army National Guard.
His children’s book, “White Paw: Beyond the Gate,” tells a slightly fictionalized version of what took place on the Terry family farm while he spent nine months deployed to the Guantanamo Bay Detention Center in Cuba. It is told from the perspective of a puppy that lived on the farm after being birthed by one of the family dogs, Prancer the Pup.
The book is somewhat whimsical, as told to Terry by his children through their daily observations during his deployment. It features many talking animals like Mr. Magic, the family’s old billy goat that lives on the farm.
Terry said he kept a journal while deployed on various assignments with the Guard. While in Cuba, he decided he wanted to do something more to create, as he puts it, “a record of my time away from my family.”
“I didn’t start off with plans to write a book. I always just keep a little journal to memorialize that time away from my kids,” Terry said. “It was really (his wife) Trish’s idea. Every month on the 27th, the day I left on deployment, we’d use Facetime and I would read a couple of chapters. It was a good way to connect with the kids through storytelling.”
According to Terry, reading chapters of the book every month was a good way to count down the time for the couple’s five children: Kyara, Jobe, Elisha, Amariah and Anaiah.
“It kind of became a party night for all of them,” Terry said. “They’d all gather around the TV or whatever and eat popcorn while I read to them.”
Trish Terry said the girls specifically would always giggle and laugh because they were in the story.
According to Terry, the book and reading the story not only helped his children cope with his absence, but helped him handle his own homesickness while deployed.
“It really helped keep me engaged with what was going on at the farm,” Terry said.
Terry began to realize that what started out as a pet project had grown into a fulllength story.
“I came to this realization near the end that I kind of had a real book on my hands,” Terry said. “So I talked with a woman at church who had published books before and she walked me through all the various options.”
Terry eventually settled on Kindle direct publishing for the book through Amazon. “White Paw” can be downloaded for Kindle, or a hard copy can be purchased on Amazon.
However, Terry isn’t the only Montana veteran to contribute to the book. Another member of Terry’s Butte-based unit, Jon Poe of Billings, illustrated the book for him. Terry said this fortuitous partnership came to be after he saw some of Poe’s doodles on notepads. Terry approached him and asked if he’d be interested, and Poe was.
Poe initially did line drawings for the book but wasn’t personally happy with the turnout. He then decided to redo all of the illustrations in a water color style. According to Terry, most of the work the two did together took place while quarantined at various facilities, due to covid-19, for around 50 days total.
According to Terry, the book became of a source of camaraderie in the unit. While there was some teasing about it, there was also a lot of collective input as the project progressed.
The product of their labor is a 13-chapter, approximately 150-page book written by Terry that is illustrated in full color by Poe.
However, this final product of having a published paperback book is somewhat superfluous to Terry. He said the goal was not to make money, although several copies have been sold at this point, but rather to form new bonds with his children during his deployment.
The reading over Facetime was a great way to count down the months, and Terry saved the final chapter to read to them when he arrived back home, he said.
This was Terry’s third deployment in his 33½ years with the Guard. Currently, he works as a signal officer for the National Guard, ensuring that communications are working properly. He previously deployed to Afghanistan as a military police officer.
According to Terry, the family has briefly floated the idea of Terry writing another book. This would again be a family affair with the kids providing input and Trish Terry, who homeschools the children, helping out as editor.
“I never even really thought about writing, but as I wrote I thought that I should take it more seriously,” Terry said. “It really did kind of awake a bit of being an author in me. A new potential hobby. It also made me read books different. I have a more critical perspective on them now I see lots of little tricks and things that authors do.”
For the family, this book served its purpose because it represents a time in the family’s life when Terry was gone. He said there isn’t anything really to mark his time in Afghanistan in the same way. Certainly not anything that allowed Terry and his wife to incorporate the lessons they want their children to learn as they grow older.
Prancer the Pup has moved on. He found his own farm to live on after a time, but many of the personified animals are still there on the Terry farm north of Helena.
“The one thing I’d like people to take away from this is that for the families stuck at home, deployment is hard,” Terry said. “Do whatever you can for them, even if it’s something small.”