BRAUN UNTROUBLED
Like it or not, Brewers star says venom over Biogenesis case doesn’t faze him
They taunt Ryan Braun the moment he steps into the on-deck circle. They scream at him while he’s at the plate and boo as he catches fly balls. Braun never flinches. Oh, he hears you. The cascade of boos drowns out most of the personal nastiness, but he hears the hate. The vindictiveness.
Yet he looks into your eyes and adamantly insists it doesn’t faze him.
If you think you’re going to break him, you’ve got the wrong guy.
Playing in front of a Cactus League-record crowd of 14,770 at Cubs Park in Mesa, Ariz., on Sun- day, Braun refuses to succumb, just as he has this spring from opposing fans at Milwaukee Brewers home games.
“Dude, say what you want about me, but I am strong,” Braun says in an exclusive interview with USA TODAY Sports. “Mentally, and emotionally, I am strong.
“This doesn’t bother me. People may have something new to yell now, but it’s really no differ-
“Everybody makes mistakes. Just not many people have to deal with their mistakes publicly.”
Ryan Braun
ent than anything I’ve gone though. I’ve never gone to Chicago and had them cheer for me. I’ve never gone to St. Louis and had them say, ‘I hope you do great.’ Nobody’s fans have ever cheered for the opposing team’s best player.
“I’m sure it will be a bit adventuresome at times this year, but if anything it’s probably better now. Normally, you go to Philly and Chicago, and they’re talking about your mom, your sister, your girlfriend, whatever. So now it will be just about me.”
The difference, of course, is that fans won’t be heckling Braun for his talents.
It will be all about his past with performance-enhancing drugs. Braun was the first of 14 players last July to accept a suspension — his lasted 65 games — for his involvement with the Biogenesis clinic. It cost him $3.3 million.
Most damaging, it cost him his dignity.
Braun, 30, isn’t asking for forgiveness. He doesn’t even ask you to understand.
He wishes he could publicly tell everyone how the mistake was made, and why it was made, and how he never heard of Tony Bosch or set foot in the Biogenesis office, but nobody would believe him.
All he can ask now is to be judged going forward.
“There’s just no reason to get into it and continue to bring this stuff up,” he says. “It’s bad for baseball. It’s bad for the team. It’s bad for me. It’s not good for anyone.
“Well, it’s probably good for (TV) ratings, or else people wouldn’t continue to do it.”
After Braun doubled Sunday, one fan yelled, “You couldn’t do that without steroids.” Fans chanted M-V-P-E-D earlier this spring at Braun. The insults make news. No one bothers to mention the legion of Brewers fans who have mostly cheered him this spring, still wearing his jersey at Maryvale Baseball Park and, yes, forgiving him.
Braun says there wasn’t a single time this entire winter when someone approached and voiced anger. He was cheered louder at the Brewers’ Fanfest than he ever had been in his career. No opposing pitchers have hit him, and no opposing players have publicly ridiculed him. His teammates interact with Braun as if he was returning from nothing more than a torn hamstring.
In some respects, maybe foils have become immune to the drug scandals. Braun has plenty of company this season with drug-suspended players. If you’re a St. Louis Cardinals fan, can you really boo the daylights out of Braun and wildly cheer for Jhonny Peralta? Isn’t it hypocritical to love Baltimore Orioles outfielder Nelson Cruz and hate Braun?
Braun isn’t naive. He realizes there still is plenty of anger among his peers. They think Braun lied to them when he won his drug-test appeal in 2012 — he beat the system on a technicality, not because of some bizarre conspiracy concocted by a urine sam-
“I’ll just let my work speak for itself, as every artist should.”
Ryan Braun ple collector.
Maybe Braun was actually lying to himself. He wanted so badly to live up to his new $105 million contract extension that a few months later, when he was hampered by calf and quadriceps injuries, he took a substance to help him stay on the field. He thought, at the time, that it was perfectly legal.
No one wants to hear the reasoning.
So Braun will hear it. And will continue to hear it.
He is encouraged that there are numerous players who have not been forgiven for past PED use but are widely adored. Boston Red Sox DH David Ortiz, who tested positive during the 2003 anonymous drug tests, is worshiped in Boston. Andy Pettitte remained a huge fan favorite until the day he retired, despite his admission of PED use. Few players are more respected and admired than Cleveland Indians DH Jason Giambi, who admitted to a federal grand jury in 2003 that he took steroids and human growth hormone.
So why can’t Braun find redemption, too?
“Obviously, I made a mistake,” he says. “Everybody makes mistakes. Just not many people have to deal with their mistakes publicly.”
Braun, who apologized to everyone from his teammates to the Brewers’ season ticketholders to Commissioner Bud Selig to his own family, wants to believe he’ll be back in good graces, too.
Sure, it’s going to take time. But Braun has grown numb to boos, and he has answered skeptics who wondered if he could perform without the use of PEDs.
Braun, who failed his drug test in 2011, came back in 2012 and had the greatest season of his career — hitting .319 with 41 homers and 112 RBI and finishing second in the MVP race. He welcomes scrutiny now.
“I’m one of the league leaders in confidence,” says Braun, who is hitting .636 with two homers this spring. “If I perform like I’ve always done, I’ll be one of the best players in this game. I don’t need any added motivation of drama at work.
“I’ll just let my work speak for itself, as every artist should.”
Braun, who got married in December and honeymooned in Bora Bora, insists life is good. In some respects, never better.
“I’m enjoying life as much as I’ve ever enjoyed life,” he says. “I’m not saying there won’t be some moments that are annoying this year, but come on, who hasn’t dealt with drama at work one time or another? “I’m in a good place.” Even if plenty don’t want him to be.