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NEW YORK – In a new documentar­y, Paris Hilton opens up about her not-so-simple life.

The hotel heiress and fashion mogul is one of the muchfollow­ed subjects of The American Meme, which premiered at Tribeca Film Festival late last week and tracks the rise (and fall) of social media stars such as Hilton, Josh “The Fat Jew” Ostrovsky and Brittany Furlan.

Hilton, 37, is awarded the most screen time, recounting how she catapulted to fame at 19 after a risqué photo shoot for Vanity Fair with her sister, Nicky Hilton, and went on to star in the reality TV show The Simple Life with Nicole Richie. But she perhaps made the most headlines in 2004 with her turn in a leaked sex tape with former boyfriend Rick Salomon, the fallout of which devastated Hilton.

“It was like being raped,” she says in the documentar­y. “It felt like I’d lost part of my soul and been talked about in such cruel and mean ways.

“I literally wanted to die at some points. I was like, ‘I just don’t want to live,’ because I thought everything was taken away from me. I didn’t want to be known as that.”

Hilton wanted to be a part of Meme, directed by Bert Marcus ( How to Make Money Selling Drugs), so she could reveal sides of herself that may not be familiar to those outside her 8.7 million Instagram followers.

“I felt like the world was introduced to me through The Simple Life,” Hilton said at a Q&A after the screening. “There was no reality television back then, so it was very new. There was no social media, so I basically created this character that was basically what I thought the audience wanted, like, ‘Oh, she’s rich, so she needs to be a spoiled airhead’ — basically what the producers told me to do.

“When Bert told me about this film, he basically said, ‘Paris, you’re the O.G. of all this.’ I really trusted him and was very vulnerable about things I had never spoken about before, and basically just wanted to show the real me, because I don’t think I ever have before.”

Meme shows how Hilton has continued to build her brand even after the Kardashian-Jenner clan seized the reality TV spotlight: starting highly successful fashion and perfume lines and bringing in six figures for DJ sets across the globe.

But the film doesn’t shy away from her insecuriti­es either, as she compares her life to a Groundhog Day (“It’s like I’ve been 21 for the last two decades”) and admits she’s scared there’s no afterlife, because “that’d be so boring.”

Now engaged to actor/ model Chris Zylka, she told festival-goers she’s looking forward to getting married this year and having children.

“I’m very excited for the next phase of my life and to start a family and find true happiness,” Hilton said. “Because yes, this is so much fun — I love what I’m doing, it’s great being in Ibiza every summer DJing until 8 in the morning — but sometimes it gets a little tiring.

“I’m still going to continue being the girl boss I am, but I’m also going to be a mom, and I can’t wait for that day.”

 ?? GETTY IMAGES ?? “The American Meme” tracks the social media trajectory of Paris Hilton, among other celebritie­s.
GETTY IMAGES “The American Meme” tracks the social media trajectory of Paris Hilton, among other celebritie­s.

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